Tuesday 7 December 2010

Wondering still...

Last night and today I was convinced that I was no longer pregnant, but now I think I am- will wait til its definitely 5 weeks to do another test.
In the mean time, the donor has become a pain in the butt and dealing with him is just adding to the litany of issues I have to cope with right now. When I know that I am actually viably pregnant (or not) I can start making plans for the future, but in the mean time I am facing Christmas with a big family with high expectations and bills bills bills left over from my old flat!
But of course, first and foremost, am I really going to have a baby?
Exhausting- by now I was sure I would know...

Thursday 2 December 2010

Yes?!

Wow, I have been pretty zen in this two week wait if I do say so myself.
So today my period was due and since I usually get it in the morning I waited til the afternoon to test.
And I got a faint, but double line...eek!
Well, it is pretty faint so I decided I will buy another test and test again tomorrow. No, I'm not running straight out and buying another one now, amazing myself in the process. I guess the Sedona Method really does work, because I am, so far, pretty solidly feet on the ground.
The next dilemma is how ti deal with the father...
Well, lets double check this result first....