Sorry I havent written in a few days but things have been moving pretty quickly lately and very busy.
I have fully recovered from my depression and am now earnestly planning interview appointments with new prospective donors, but the donor I think would be the best isnt available.
On top of this I saw a flat (not great) which is going to offers today and I cant decide if I'm going to NY shortly or not, in which case I wont need a flat, or, if I could find something better (I think so).
In the mean time all of my friends seem to be going through rough times and need my support, poor things!
Especially A, has been going through the roughest time with her fertility treatments and the conflicting opinions of the various specialists, having been through all of this myself, with both regular and fertility health care I feel for her so completely and am doing my best to be a support, but one feels so helpless ARGH. It makes me (once again) want to retrain in medicine to help people like us.
SO do I choose one of these donors, or hold out for the ideal donor? DO I stay here with my (relatively) happy life for now, or take the risk that things will be better for me in NY? I must stop weebble wobbling ad make some decisions!
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